Several decades ago (I know – that makes me sound old, but I’m beginning to face the reality that I am, in fact, aging) I made a promise to God that I would go wherever he called me go to, whenever he called me to go there.
When I was 12 years old and first committed my life to ministry, I had some pretty wild dreams about what that would mean. I was sure that I was going to be joining Brother Andrew smuggling Bibles into Russia, or on some other high-stakes, secret-agent type of missions adventure.
Through a variety of experiences, I felt God calling me into youth ministry, and enjoyed 6 years as youth pastor at Maple Plain Community Church in Maple Plain, MN. God called me from there to Staples Alliance Church, where we’ve been for 7 years.
A couple of years ago we (Elissa and I) felt as if God were asking us if we were still willing to go wherever He called, whenever He called. In particular, we felt that he was asking if we would still be willing to server overseas.
My initial, “Of course!” was tempered slightly by some of the realities that kind of change would mean for us. It would mean leaving family – Elissa’s grandma has Parkinson’s, and our kids really love our parents. It would mean leaving friends. It would mean leaving a ministry I enjoy and am fairly competent in to go thousands of miles away, to a place we don’t speak the language, and where we’d see parents on a very limited basis. We still decided that being submissive and obedient was the best plan of action – so we began the process of exploring options for missions through the Christian and Missionary Alliance.
Last month, Elissa and became accredited missions candidates. That means we still have a lot of hurdles in front of us, but it is a step where we are continuing to be obedient to God.
Over the coming 18 months to 2 years, Elissa and I have to take care of some education requirements, and funding would have to be there from the Alliance that would make it possible for us to go. We have no guarantees that we will be going to the mission field, and that’s not even really what we’re looking for. We’re just looking to continuing to want to be submissive to the leading of the Spirit of God to go wherever he calls us.
Does that mean that we don’t enjoy being in Staples? Not at all! In fact, we have enjoyed our ministry here so much that if it were up to us alone, we’d stay here. For a long time. In fact, we’ve made so many close friends here that it could reach the point that God would be leading us away and we’d want to not go. Part of the process for us has simply been, once again, being as submissive to God as possible to go where he calls.
Some of you may have some questions about what all this means! Feel free to ask, and when I have answers, I’ll be glad to give them.